| asphyxiated_g ( @ 2005-11-29 15:34:00 |
Depressive Thought...
I suddenly had a nasty thought ... I thought about how empty my future has the potential to be.
It's like... I'll do four years at the local uni, doing babysitting, tutoring whatever on the side. Then I'll come out with two degrees, apply for lots of jobs, probably not get any. Keep applying, finally get something. End up behind a desk fixing bugs in databases.......
I had like... a flash forward..... and I didn't like it.
*sigh*
I suddenly had a nasty thought ... I thought about how empty my future has the potential to be.
It's like... I'll do four years at the local uni, doing babysitting, tutoring whatever on the side. Then I'll come out with two degrees, apply for lots of jobs, probably not get any. Keep applying, finally get something. End up behind a desk fixing bugs in databases.......
I had like... a flash forward..... and I didn't like it.
*sigh*